Horror

Dying. Car accidents. Getting stabbed. Heights.

These are all things that scare me. But there’s a difference between “scary” and “horrifying.”

Scary, to me, instills a kind of shock as they’re happening. Fright, alarm. In the moment. All those things up there, I’m afraid of them, but for the most part I can ignore being afraid of them and carry on. It’s usually only when one of them is brought up do I go, “Yeah, I’m scared of when those things might happen.” Meaning the moment they happen.

There’s no long lasting dread, though, and to me that’s horror. It’s kind of like the rectangle and square: things that are scary aren’t necessarily horrifying, but horror can be both if you want it to be. It’s an overall feeling of uneasiness, of unrest, or “Das Unheimliche.”

Das Unheimliche is the very essence of what makes us horrified, and this is what writers who want to “scare” people are actually wanting to do. There is no direct translation to English, but the closest this is this: Un-home-ly.

Take, for instance, sleeping in your own bed. Easy, right? You’re knocked out in a few minutes, you’re comfortable, you’re safe and secure. Everything is normal.

Now, think about the feeling you get when you stay the night at somebody else’s home for the first time. It’s weird. You’re aware that to someone else everything around you is normal and relaxing, but to you, things seem off. It’s just a general sense of not being used to your surroundings. You’re out of your element, and you can feel it.

This is what I want in a horror story. I want someone to bring that feeling to locations where I normally feel at rest. Or just throw me into somewhere I’m not familiar with, but it’s especially effective when we have our guard down. I don’t want to be surprised (you know, scared), so much as I want to just dread what’s coming next. And here I don’t mean that feeling you get when you just know there’s going to be a loud spike in the score when something quick happens.

The best example of this off the top of my head right now is The Shining. Nothing ever seems right in that hotel, and it’s for extremely good reason, too. Not only is the pacing of the script and the story of the characters just downright horrifying, but there seems to be something extra that you can’t put your finger on. What is it?

Is it the flowing, beautiful, camera work? The makeup? The dialogue?

Well, yes. But interestingly enough, it has a lot to do with the spacial impossibilities that Kubrick had built into the set itself that we are not consciously aware of while we’re watching.

Check this out:

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Now that’s the extra effort into feeling “das unheimliche” that I’m talking about. Horror should be about creative ways of generating that feeling of dread without us, the audience, being actively aware that it’s happening.

That’s the reason why the masters have told stories set in locations where the audience feels a shared sense of relaxation and easiness: Murders in the shower. Home invasions. Ghosts watching you sleep. Turning on a car to find someone in the back seat. Etc.

All of these have been exploited. Our job as writers to think of new things. Things to send the audience home thinking twice about what they do on autopilot. Either that, or invade those used spaces in a new and horrific way. Creativity is an awesome tool.

So use it.

What’s horror to you?

 

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Rebuilding And The Idea Of Blogging

So.

It was way too difficult for me to keep creating new pages and uploading on a self-built website with iWeb. It was such a pain that blogging became a chore, and that’s not the point of blogging. I needed something that was static — something that wouldn’t need built from scratch every time I wanted to post or upload something

Thus, WordPress.

This is just one of the templates available, but it’ll do for now. I’ll do a few customization tweaks here and there to make it feel a little more like home. Maybe I’ll become rad enough to pay someone to do something totally custom for me down the road, but right now that’s not in the budget. The main thing is, though, that it’s easy to blog and write and upload and share things with you guys. And that makes me happy.

So what IS the point of blogging?

The whole idea of an online journal for everyone to read is kind of wack. You don’t see many people writing online, in public, like they would with a pen in a notebook they keep in the drawer next to their bed. It’s always slightly different, and if it becomes too close (and I argue that just the idea of knowing you’re writing something someone will see, it won’t be the same 100%, ever.), we start putting on an easy performance.

This is why you should never blog like a personal diary if you’re using it as a way to write daily, as an exercise. You aren’t pushing yourself.

Write about topics, write about the craft, news, whatever. Get your release through writing opinions about it all. Just don’t write about specific things that happened to you during the day unless they’re crazy awesome. Nobody wants a detailed list of what you do.

“Today I woke up around 8:00, and went for a jog. I love jogging! And then I ate breakfast and my CUTE puppy kept bugging me to go out! Isn’t that just weird, Internet????!?!!?”

That’s not really helping anything in terms of blogging, and it’s not pushing you to think of writing new things (It does still help you write, but only a very little and it’s something you can do in private). You don’t have to push far for new things, but the more uncharted the territory, the better. Let your mind wander. Interest your readers.

Take this blog for instance. I knew I wanted to write an explanation for the changes, but then I knew I wanted most of it to be about the topic of “Diaries vs. Blogs” — so I ran with it after asking myself what blogging is and what it means to me. Then, I gave my opinion and some advice based on it.

It just happened. It flowed out.

Now I’m eating pretzels and hummus.

That’s good for now. Until tomorrow, folks.

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A Long Time Coming

This update has been a long time coming.

Please excuse it while it’s under construction.

 

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